8th poem

1st and foremost, sorry for not updating this blog frequently like how i used to do so.
Well, it has been a really difficult period for me both emotionally & physically.
That's why i didn't write much.


Thanks for the anonymous messages saying you been following my blog and i'm sorry for letting you down.

So, this is an entry...


JUST FOR YOU!



Intro~
I've wrote this poem few months back while... Well... I'm in a really bad situation... Both physically and MENTALLY -.-"
Especially mentally, but i didn't post it out as i think this is a bit personal, and you know,

GOOD poets write things for themselves that's why rarely we see their works until they died and we have to dig their "grave" to uncover their works.

Knowing they will uncover my "grave" for my works after i died(haha! Im too perasan ^^) It is better for me to post it now while I'm alive.


Here goes...



Outcast

Soul is crying for comfort,
Heart is praying for a hug,
Ear is shouting out the word "lies"!
To the message that sends from the gloomy sky.

He now feels like he's in a game of roulette,
as well as constantly sensing a tug.
Where feeling of Helplessness and sudden halt never dies,
Slashes and strangle him till his emotions cry.


He says...

"How can this be true?
Am i this hated?
What should i do?
To make this reality gone faded."


Knowing there will be no miracle pill,
That can cure this emotional sickness,
Where loneliness and sadness will soon evolve into madness,
and devour all until him alone that is alive still.

He starts to be what he naturally is,
naive and blur that bring all these.
Straightforward and truthful in everything he said,
Never be a faker and always be glad.

As long as he believes what is right,
And set his target in his sight,
No Winds of fate would bring him down,
Or even dagger of rumors from town to town,
Could destroy his faith and confident,
That'll push him to be a figure that spelt eminent.



That's all


TILL THEN




HAVE A NICE DAY ^^

Cesc became the new captaiN!

Breaking news...


Francesc Fabregas from team Arsenal FC has become the club 2nd youngest captain!!

HAVE A NICE DAY ^^

I did something really wonderful just now

I can't believe i did what i did just now.

For me... i won't be paying beggar a cent no matter how dismantle they are, or how pity they look like, cause i 100% think this is the job for the gov to make sure poverty are wipe clean.
And also we will never know if they are being control by some organization to beg for money.

But what i saw just now is by far the most beautiful and yet sorrowful thing i've saw in decades...



As i was walking down the line to Safemart to pick up some grocery for tmr's plan(which making my high school famous Sandwich to my queen^^)
From a distance, i saw them...


These beggars, okay, i shouldn't use this term -.-"
These 2 person, in their 70s, teasing each other intimately, obviously they are husband and wife, the guy used his fingers to touch his wife face naughtily while the wife reply back with "no, i dont want it" kidn of expression, so lovely they smile to each other, like the world only circling around them.
But when i realise they are actually in poverty(cause they are selling tissues and wearing dirty clothes), my heart feels like been pierced through by thousands of arrows.

Why/How can they still live happily when they are suffering financially like this?
I mean how can people as lovely as them been victim of poverty?
Aren't the government doing anything?
I thought they are suppose to take care of these people?

These question comes into my mind when i saw them, how painful my heart is when it happen... seeing them like this, i plan to buy tissues from them to motivate them and assists them so they will feel slightly better about themselves...
in the end...

i did none of the above...


BUT! I did do something which i think is much better, seeing them haven't have their dinner, i bought some really tasty/filling bread from Berry's for them.
The sight of them gratefully/happily receiving my bread was really a wonderful sight to behold...

I will never forget their expression... Never...

A little bit emo now, i better start doing my literature and Japanese exercises...
See ya...

TILL THEN

HAVE A NICE DAY ^^

What happen to me?

Well, sorry for not updating my blog frequently,
been busy with this new supposedly SHORT sem of the year...
Who knows, this short sem is as short as this


SHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOORRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRTTTTTTTTT!


Short har? Who would guess it, a 7weeks SHORT sem would be this LONG and PACKED!
The main thing is PACKED!

Seems like we have to squeeze everything into our football size brain in 7 weeks!
Man, we are talking about a foreign language(Japanese) and Malaysian Literature(i hate it, but the sex part interest me though^^)
Even so, just like what been quoted by our Msian literature lecturer "Mr Luke Blurwalker"


IT IS CRAZY TO LEARN MALAYSIAN LITERATURE IN 7 WEEKS WHEN IT SHOULD TAKE ATLEAST A YEAR, WITH THIS SHORT TIME FRAME, NOT EVEN EINSTEIN CAN DO IT... THIS IS MADNESS!!!


This part I totally 3 legs up agree with you, Luke Blurwalker...
But what can we do? This is UTAR... Like what it's slogan says...


UTAR
MY CHOICE


They should change it to...


UTAR
NO CHOICE



Haihhh...
But surprisingly, it is still possible, but it will shorten our lives doing so because it just consists too much info to stuck in our puny brain!! Baka!


~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~no doubt, i'm the border^^~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


The other reason on why i didn't update my blog frequently is because i've been addicted to these browser games.
The one I'm into right now is "thewrestlinggame" & "方便面三国".

Damn! I've used up maximum of my time there...
I eat Browser game, drink Browser game, breath Browser game, shit Browser game, i even "talk" to my Browser game...

Thank God I have my queen around to balance me up, if not, i think i will...

hire a tutor and going through my classes in front of my computer.

Seriously, check it out if free time you have...

(Darn! I started to sound like MASTER YODA now...)



That's all for now...

TILL THEN


HAVE A NICE DAY^^